An Open Letter to my Father

Dear Father,
hope you are so well. Me too. However, Its been a tremendous mental pressure & pain for me to see you last couple of months suffering from Interstitial Lung Disease. Somewhat similar pressure I felt while you went through a heart bypass surgery (CABG) in 6th November,2003, of which I was a eye-witness & only observer in the OT. When most of the nights you cough vigorously & face difficulty in breathing, your suffering touches my heart & it hurts! :(  My good wishes & sympathy always goes with you... Its quite frustrating for me to let you know that,till now, there is actually no effective cure from this disease. No doctor on this earth can reverse your condition, only can minimize further worsening.

(to be continued...)


Previous relevant blog-posts:
"A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time".

External links:
1)Interstitial Lung Disease (from MayoClinic.com)
2)Interstitial Lung Disease (from the Wikipedia)

A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time.

Getting inspiration from anybody while at a tough time is a great feeling. But the feelings is much more warm when the person is a close one.

Today I experienced such a  moment. My father today said to me: "Don't worry son, soon you will be succeeded. Tough days will end soon & good days are still coming ahead to you. Just never ever give up." He made me feel really so proud of him! I just thanked to him in reply. But why the hell I couldn't say this to him: with all my heart I love you  father! You are the best human & the best father as well.

The fattest & ugliest asshole in Dhaka National Medical College.

Do you know who is the fattest & ugliest asshole in D.N.M.C.? Here I"m helping you giving some hints. His nick name starts with the alphabet "R" and ends with "D". I think you already had been guessed. Just in case, if yet unable, the last clue only for you, that that this poor narrow minded bitch is currently working in Forensic Medicine Department of D.N.M.C. 3 cheers "RD"!!!!!!!!

Facing the biggest challenge.. (Part-2)

Palpated.. Restless.. Sleepless.. Anxious..& Exhausted.. No way.. No where to go & No where to escape! I have to face the BIGGEST challenge of my life. But why the hell I am having the feelings that I am going to DIE soon?! Am I a coward?? I don't think so in any way......... Its our choice but not our fate where our DESTINY is. All the very best to me while choosing my own DESTINY!  :-)

Previous relevant blog-posts:
1)Facing the biggest challenge.. (Feb 03, 2010)
2)Preparation before the Tsunami hits. (Feb 16, 2010)