A mysterious sms

Today morning someone long known to me send a mysterious sms which reads like this:

"Hello,how r u bro? Just want 2 say u thanks. Jeboner kache,prithibir kache,prithibir manos golur kache, amar nejer kache ame here gelam.Praptir nesai haralam.TAKE CARE."

I just wonder exactly what she wanted to say?!?! Is this some sort of emotional blackmailing..??? Whatever it is, it made me sad for a while. GIRL,BE STRONG!

An Open Letter to my Father

Dear Father,
hope you are so well. Me too. However, Its been a tremendous mental pressure & pain for me to see you last couple of months suffering from Interstitial Lung Disease. Somewhat similar pressure I felt while you went through a heart bypass surgery (CABG) in 6th November,2003, of which I was a eye-witness & only observer in the OT. When most of the nights you cough vigorously & face difficulty in breathing, your suffering touches my heart & it hurts! :(  My good wishes & sympathy always goes with you... Its quite frustrating for me to let you know that,till now, there is actually no effective cure from this disease. No doctor on this earth can reverse your condition, only can minimize further worsening.

(to be continued...)


Previous relevant blog-posts:
"A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time".

External links:
1)Interstitial Lung Disease (from MayoClinic.com)
2)Interstitial Lung Disease (from the Wikipedia)

A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time.

Getting inspiration from anybody while at a tough time is a great feeling. But the feelings is much more warm when the person is a close one.

Today I experienced such a  moment. My father today said to me: "Don't worry son, soon you will be succeeded. Tough days will end soon & good days are still coming ahead to you. Just never ever give up." He made me feel really so proud of him! I just thanked to him in reply. But why the hell I couldn't say this to him: with all my heart I love you  father! You are the best human & the best father as well.

The fattest & ugliest asshole in Dhaka National Medical College.

Do you know who is the fattest & ugliest asshole in D.N.M.C.? Here I"m helping you giving some hints. His nick name starts with the alphabet "R" and ends with "D". I think you already had been guessed. Just in case, if yet unable, the last clue only for you, that that this poor narrow minded bitch is currently working in Forensic Medicine Department of D.N.M.C. 3 cheers "RD"!!!!!!!!

Facing the biggest challenge.. (Part-2)

Palpated.. Restless.. Sleepless.. Anxious..& Exhausted.. No way.. No where to go & No where to escape! I have to face the BIGGEST challenge of my life. But why the hell I am having the feelings that I am going to DIE soon?! Am I a coward?? I don't think so in any way......... Its our choice but not our fate where our DESTINY is. All the very best to me while choosing my own DESTINY!  :-)

Previous relevant blog-posts:
1)Facing the biggest challenge.. (Feb 03, 2010)
2)Preparation before the Tsunami hits. (Feb 16, 2010)

Preparation before the Tsunami hits.

Time is running so fast. Trying to catch it, trying to run with it.. Ooops, it's running really so so fast- somewhat like a bullet-train. Alas, if I could been able to pause time for a while,and start it again after my purpose is solved. But that is simply never possible for anyone on this earth. I feel guilty for all those hours and days I've wasted. Those precious time I spend in doing only one thing- PROCRASTINATION! But... regretting for my past time will bring no good to me. Still there is time at hand and I must ensure best use of it in a best possible manner. Being restless, anxious or panicked will ultimately bring no good to me. I should be optimistic, I should stay motivated. I should prioritize my tasks and accomplish them accordingly. I should solve recent previous year questions more and more. I should practice writing more. There must be time-block for each topic I decided to study, otherwise spending too much time on any single topic will make thing even worse. Doing cram-study at these last hours can give some good result. I will not give-up rather I will fight. Because that is the only way I can win.



Previous relevant blog-posts:
1)Facing the biggest challenge..
2)Me & my Facebook addiction.

Dedicated to- Doctors of this World. (Past, Present,& Future)

You are the "healer" of all those sufferer,wounded & diseased. Tomar shumishto hater choyay tader shokkol dukkho-koshto-jontrona-betha-bedona dur hoye jay ek nimishei.. Koshter bodole nirmol hashi fute uthe tader chokhe-mukhe.. Aar evabei tumi hoye utho God's second hand. An angel who came on this earth with cure & blessings. You carry the message with you that there is no need to be disappointed because the God still loves all His creation.

Aizker ei bishesh dine tomar proti roilo amar binomro sroddha aar hridoy er govir hote uthe asha ek mutho valobasha.

(Wrote on: 14th Feb, 2010)

Me & my Facebook-addiction!

Recent days, the Facebook seems to me a big distraction for my study. While taking preparation for a big exam, my final medical exam, my mind within a short interval wants to checkout what my Facebook-friends are doing,or if anything of them is writing/posting something in my wall,or commenting in my status-update, wall-post or photos. That is what better known as "Facebook addiction disorder." These days before a big exam like my medical final year exam, each day each an hour each minute is extremely valuable for me and my future-life and I should/must spend more time on my text-books rather wasting time on Facebook.

Without a single doubt, Facebook is a very good tool for staying "connected" with family and friends and also other networked people all across the globe. It gives people the power to staying connected beyond any national boundary, even at a thousand miles apart. Thats why the number of Facebook users is booming each day rapidly. Yesterday Mark Zuckerberg, the founder of Facebook declared, in its sixth year birthday Facebook has now become a family of 400 million (or 40 crore) people. Besides Twitter, its the another great invention of this twenty-first century for communication.

Now,the fact is, its not the fault of Facebook but a user like me who is using it. Facebook is not compelling any of its user to use it for a certain time-period. So, a user like me should control myself while using it. If not that could happen, it might compromise one's working ability or productivity and thereby a great way of procrastination!

P.S.- I will love to see any of your comment or idea,if any, in the comment-section below.





Previous relevant blog-post:
1)Facing the biggest challenge..
2)Exams are like labor pain!

List of links used in this post:
1)Facebook Addiction: "Are you suffering from Facebook Addiction Disorder(FAD)?"- http://futurelab.net
2)Facebook official blog:"Six Year of Making Connections", by-Mark Zuckerberg.-http://blog.facebook.com                                
3)Twitter: http://twitter.com
4)Procrastination, from the Wikipedia. (the world's largest free online encyclopedia)                                          

Taking a very tough decision!

At last I have reached at a decision- I am not attending to my good friend Dr.Mohoshin's wedding ceremony,which will take place sometimes tonight. I know,this decision is & will be so much painful and very hard for me. He is one of my oldest friend,some more than 18 years! Yet I had no other choice! I've taken this decision after thinking thoroughly and for the greater good.

I am however feel sorry to my good friend Mohoshin for being unable to attend in his life's biggest event. However,all my good-wishes for him and his new wife will always be there.


Previous relevant posts:
1) Please God help me to take a good decision...
2) Facing the biggest challenge..

Please God help me to take a good decision...

                                                           Dr. Mohoshin Sarker

                                                                  Dr.md.faysol Alam

Sometimes time comes when making any single decision becomes so so hard. At this moment I am at that similar situation. Tomorrow is my good friend Md.Mohoshin Sarker's wedding ceremony. But still I'm undecided whether I could/should attend this program. As you already know,my life's biggest event will take place from 25th of February,2010. 21 days away from now,and every moment of these days are vital for the exam.

Dr.Mohoshin Sarker(Pappu) is my early school-friend. I know him from when I was in class 5 at Cantonment Public School & College, Rangpur (shortly CPSCR). We passed S.S.C. in 1997 & H.S.C. in 1999 from the same institution. I used to know him very well. Then we admitted in Dhaka National Medical College (DNMC) in N6 batch together & studied there. He is a very hard-working,and talented boy. Few days back his father died in a sudden heart attack! He is currently working as an orthopedic-surgeon and practicing his profession. At the same time he is enrolled in a orthopedic diploma course at the Mitford Hospital.

Now the fact is, taking any single decision,whether to or not to attend this ceremony becomes quite a big challenge for me. Marriage comes only once in a humans life. He is my early child-hood & also medical college friend. He invited me personally. On the other hand,till now,my life's biggest event(my medical final year exam) will take place very soon. Syllabus is so so vast! 

My another good friend and school life friend Dr.Faysol Alam (Auve) called me some half-an hour ago from now. He tried to convince me in every possible way to attend. He told me that I should attend, my exam is still several weeks away from now, it is a very good event to meet & network with old friends. And repeatedly asked me to join. He even told me that he will come at my home and  will pick me with him in his car and drop me back at my home again. I told Auve that I will  think for tonight,and inform him tomorrow morning.

At this moment, I am so confused what I should do! Please God help me to take any decision which is suitable for me.

Plane carrying Pak SA Games contingent makes emergency landing

A Dhaka-bound PIA flight carrying sports contingent of Pakistan for the South Asian Games returned to Karachi after developing technical fault on Tuesday(2th Feb) afternoon just when it was twenty minuets away from the Bangladesh capital.
According to information available with the passengers the plane was preparing to land in Dhaka when the announcement was made that due to technical fault the flight was being diverted back to Karachi where the plane made an emergency landing. 
Sources said that the flight was brought back to Karachi after it was felt that the hydraulic system of the landing gear was not working. It was felt that it was proper to bring the flight back to Karachi where repairs, if needed, could be arranged in better manner than at Dhaka.
A passenger who was inside the aircraft when contacted on mobile phone informed that emergency brakes were applied to stop the plane which was later towed to the main terminal building. The passengers were advised to disembark and shift to another plane which was ready to fly.
Pakistan boxing, table tennis, swimming and a martial arts team were among the passengers. They were proceeding to appear in the SAF games now underway at Dhaka. 
Another batch of Pakistan sportsmen bound for Dhaka, who were to take a Biman flight were kept waiting at the airport because the Biman airlines flight from Dhaka arrived five to six hours late. The flight which was to arrive here at 9 in the morning, landed around one in the afternoon. 
The second batch of sportspersons later left for Dhaka.
A strong 350 string Pakistani sports contingent for Dhaka left in six batches.

Exams are like labor pain..

Exams are like labor-pain. Labor-pain reaches its pick and pain relieved with successful delivery of a baby. Similarly, exam-stress reaches its pick before the exam days and relieved with delivering the memorized successfully onto the exam-paper and in front of the examiner.

What do you say?

Facing the biggest challenge..

Till now,the biggest challenge of my entire life will kick-start from 10th of Feb. However, I'm confident! This is the chance to prove myself, the last chance to make my dream come true. If failed, without a single doubt I will just go vanished!

(Wrote: 3rd Feb,2010; 3:53am BdST)

Informational correction on 5/2/2010:- Later I was confirmed that this event will take place from 25th of February.