My dream to be a good writer

Deep in my heart I've a dream to be a writer. To make this happen I must fix and follow a good strategy. As I'm currently at my 33, I know I don't have a lot of time left and hence I should ensure the best use of available time I have before my death.

In this regard I must write in consistent way. Also I should read a wide variety of books to enhance my knowledge and thinking.

With the blessings of Almighty, I'm sure I will succeed someday...........

Visiting Grameen Phone Center

Today I visited the GPC (Grameen Phone Center) to fix one of my mobile/internet's problem. The problem of my phone was though not that serious. Through the message option I was unabling to send any email. If I send any email via message option the reply message comes "Message sending failed. Check setting." 

The customer manager at the GPC patiently and politely listened my problem, but couldn't give me any solution, rather he suggested me to take this problem to the nearest Nokia Center.

Lets see whether I can fix this problem myself !!

Ooops !

Ooops! So many days have past since I gave my last post in here. Hopefully I will be regular from now on. Thanks ALL !

Indonesian Police Girls

The police is one of the most important part of one country. When you see how police look, you can make some conclusion how the whole country is looking. When I saw this police girls, the first thing that cross my mind was that Indonesia must be really beautiful country.

Take a close look at these photos (optical illusions). You will notice something interesting that will blow your mind!

Take a close look at these photos (optical illusions). You will notice something interesting that will blow your mind!

Bashing a medical-officer infront of a nurse- was it so necessary?

"If you do this again then I will kick you out from this institution!"- this was the last sentence of the angry Professor. He couldn't check his tears when the frustrated and sad looking medical officer lets say Dr."X" was saying his sad story.

Dr."X" s only fault was he made a few minutes of delay attending one admitted patient in the CCU in past. One concerned nurse bring this matter directly to the cardiology head. And later the Professor charged him and bashed him mercilessly infront of that complaining nurse!

Respected Sir,with all due respect... By no way any other person have the rights to make any comments the way you oversee the administration run under you. No doubt  its entirely upon you and your judgement by which way you will handle and discipline your subordinates. Yet maybe, just maybe, it was little better if you didn't harsh that doctor infront of one third class employee, rather you could tell him it privately.

60 DU students injured in BCL factional clash

Injured DU students seen at DMCH for treatment. — FE Photo

DU Correspondent

Over 60 students of Dhaka University (DU) were injured Tuesday following a clash between two factions of Bangladesh Chhatra League (BCL) over establishing supremacy in the country's highest public educational institution.

Witnesses and students said two groups of the ruling party's student wing attacked each other with firearms and sharp weapons to take control of Haji Mohammad Mohsin Hall that turned the area into a veritable battlefield in the early hours.

The skirmishes left more than 60 people injured who were taken to Dhaka Medical College Hospital and medical centre of the university.

Of the injured students -- Mahi, Hasan and Ashik -- were moved to the National Institute of Traumatology and Orthopaedic Rehabilitation (NITOR), popularly known as Pangu Hospital as their conditions were reported to be critical.

Hall sources said the students locked in the clash fired nearly a dozen gun shots and exploded more than 35 handmade bombs during the chase and counter chase, triggering panic among the hall residents.

On information, riot police clad in vests and helmets rushed to the spot and brought the situation under control.

During a raid at the dormitory, the law enforcers recovered one loaded pistol, sticks and sharp weapons, Officer-in-Charge of Shahbagh Police Station Rezaul Karim said.

Meanwhile, BCL hall unit president Mohammad Ali said some eight BCL activists were expelled from the party for creating anarchy in the hall violating rules.

http://www.thefinancialexpress-bd.com/more.php?news_id=133936&date=2011-04-27

Late Prof.Mahbubur Rahman Azad sir, some thoughts (Part two)

Today here in DNMC and DNMCH no teacher will ever say his fellow students "goru" or "gadha" anymore! I'm feeling myself so blessed to be one of his student for many long years. It is quite uncertain how long it may take to find a good teacher and a skilled surgeon like Azad sir. His teaching style was so unique that even the most "fakibaz" type of student also used to do his class regularly in most of the time.

Late Prof.(Dr.) M.R.Azad sir with no apparent good reason chosed this institution for his own treatment possibly from his great affection, love and faith for this institution and those people works here. It has been said that the concerned healthcare professionals did not and could not follow the standard treatment protocol and failed to provide him the best available treatment needed at that very moment to save his life, and he simply died without any treatment/with a poor treatment.

By no way I am in a position to verify this information for its credibility. I just want to believe myself that this merely a rumour, a false assumtion in every means. On the other side, even if there is little truth behing this, someone or something must be responsible for "killing" him. And the "murderers" must be identified and face the judiciary on the ground of professional negligence, if not for a murder charge! They should be exempt from practising this noble profession anymore.

Then the very next step is to correcting the errors withing the whole system, finding the holes and repairing them. Careful "monitoring and evaluation" should be established on a routine basis. The administration must findout the roots of the problems and correct them as soon as possible within a given deadline. Unless we are doing this right now who knows worse may not happen again and again and again!

Previous releavent post:-
Late Prof.Mahbubur Rahman Azad sir, some thoughts

External links:-
"Heart attack" (from PubMed Health)

Late Prof.Mahbubur Rahman Azad sir, some thoughts

We all know that a few weeks ago our beloved teacher Prof. M.R.Azad sir had passed away. He chosed to treat himself in DNMCH, a hospital far away from his own residence where he first fell sick. There were many good healthcare facilities around his residence,like NICVD but he chosed the distant DNMCH. I talked many people who called him a foolish one, and a person with a lack of judgement beacuse of his last decision.

Professor Mahbubur Rahman Azad sir didn't hesitate himself for a single moment to choose DNMCH for his own treatment. Let us carry that same spirit within us. By doing this he set us an example of honesty and sincerety infront of us. Maybe from his deed there is something we can learn. By choosing DNMCH he showed us his honest love,sincerety,dedication and responsibility to this institution(DNMCH+DNMC), to his fellow students (past & present), and his patients. Let us follow that same spirit within us!

Many years ago someone defined leadership like this: "A TRUE LEADER IS ONE WHO KNOWS THE WAY, SHOWS THE WAY,AND GOES THE WAY!" Azad sir showed us a way which he knew was right and he himself went on that way. Maybe we can follow him still today!

REST IN PEACE...

P.S.- If you would like to share some of your own thoughts on Late M.R.Azad sir??? Please don't hesitate and write it down in the comments section below.

A mysterious sms

Today morning someone long known to me send a mysterious sms which reads like this:

"Hello,how r u bro? Just want 2 say u thanks. Jeboner kache,prithibir kache,prithibir manos golur kache, amar nejer kache ame here gelam.Praptir nesai haralam.TAKE CARE."

I just wonder exactly what she wanted to say?!?! Is this some sort of emotional blackmailing..??? Whatever it is, it made me sad for a while. GIRL,BE STRONG!

An Open Letter to my Father

Dear Father,
hope you are so well. Me too. However, Its been a tremendous mental pressure & pain for me to see you last couple of months suffering from Interstitial Lung Disease. Somewhat similar pressure I felt while you went through a heart bypass surgery (CABG) in 6th November,2003, of which I was a eye-witness & only observer in the OT. When most of the nights you cough vigorously & face difficulty in breathing, your suffering touches my heart & it hurts! :(  My good wishes & sympathy always goes with you... Its quite frustrating for me to let you know that,till now, there is actually no effective cure from this disease. No doctor on this earth can reverse your condition, only can minimize further worsening.

(to be continued...)


Previous relevant blog-posts:
"A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time".

External links:
1)Interstitial Lung Disease (from MayoClinic.com)
2)Interstitial Lung Disease (from the Wikipedia)

A very pleasant warm inspiration while at a tough time.

Getting inspiration from anybody while at a tough time is a great feeling. But the feelings is much more warm when the person is a close one.

Today I experienced such a  moment. My father today said to me: "Don't worry son, soon you will be succeeded. Tough days will end soon & good days are still coming ahead to you. Just never ever give up." He made me feel really so proud of him! I just thanked to him in reply. But why the hell I couldn't say this to him: with all my heart I love you  father! You are the best human & the best father as well.

The fattest & ugliest asshole in Dhaka National Medical College.

Do you know who is the fattest & ugliest asshole in D.N.M.C.? Here I"m helping you giving some hints. His nick name starts with the alphabet "R" and ends with "D". I think you already had been guessed. Just in case, if yet unable, the last clue only for you, that that this poor narrow minded bitch is currently working in Forensic Medicine Department of D.N.M.C. 3 cheers "RD"!!!!!!!!

Facing the biggest challenge.. (Part-2)

Palpated.. Restless.. Sleepless.. Anxious..& Exhausted.. No way.. No where to go & No where to escape! I have to face the BIGGEST challenge of my life. But why the hell I am having the feelings that I am going to DIE soon?! Am I a coward?? I don't think so in any way......... Its our choice but not our fate where our DESTINY is. All the very best to me while choosing my own DESTINY!  :-)

Previous relevant blog-posts:
1)Facing the biggest challenge.. (Feb 03, 2010)
2)Preparation before the Tsunami hits. (Feb 16, 2010)

Preparation before the Tsunami hits.

Time is running so fast. Trying to catch it, trying to run with it.. Ooops, it's running really so so fast- somewhat like a bullet-train. Alas, if I could been able to pause time for a while,and start it again after my purpose is solved. But that is simply never possible for anyone on this earth. I feel guilty for all those hours and days I've wasted. Those precious time I spend in doing only one thing- PROCRASTINATION! But... regretting for my past time will bring no good to me. Still there is time at hand and I must ensure best use of it in a best possible manner. Being restless, anxious or panicked will ultimately bring no good to me. I should be optimistic, I should stay motivated. I should prioritize my tasks and accomplish them accordingly. I should solve recent previous year questions more and more. I should practice writing more. There must be time-block for each topic I decided to study, otherwise spending too much time on any single topic will make thing even worse. Doing cram-study at these last hours can give some good result. I will not give-up rather I will fight. Because that is the only way I can win.



Previous relevant blog-posts:
1)Facing the biggest challenge..
2)Me & my Facebook addiction.

Dedicated to- Doctors of this World. (Past, Present,& Future)

You are the "healer" of all those sufferer,wounded & diseased. Tomar shumishto hater choyay tader shokkol dukkho-koshto-jontrona-betha-bedona dur hoye jay ek nimishei.. Koshter bodole nirmol hashi fute uthe tader chokhe-mukhe.. Aar evabei tumi hoye utho God's second hand. An angel who came on this earth with cure & blessings. You carry the message with you that there is no need to be disappointed because the God still loves all His creation.

Aizker ei bishesh dine tomar proti roilo amar binomro sroddha aar hridoy er govir hote uthe asha ek mutho valobasha.

(Wrote on: 14th Feb, 2010)

Me & my Facebook-addiction!

Recent days, the Facebook seems to me a big distraction for my study. While taking preparation for a big exam, my final medical exam, my mind within a short interval wants to checkout what my Facebook-friends are doing,or if anything of them is writing/posting something in my wall,or commenting in my status-update, wall-post or photos. That is what better known as "Facebook addiction disorder." These days before a big exam like my medical final year exam, each day each an hour each minute is extremely valuable for me and my future-life and I should/must spend more time on my text-books rather wasting time on Facebook.

Without a single doubt, Facebook is a very good tool for staying "connected" with family and friends and also other networked people all across the globe. It gives people the power to staying connected beyond any national boundary, even at a thousand miles apart. Thats why the number of Facebook users is booming each day rapidly. Yesterday Mark Zuckerberg, the founder of Facebook declared, in its sixth year birthday Facebook has now become a family of 400 million (or 40 crore) people. Besides Twitter, its the another great invention of this twenty-first century for communication.

Now,the fact is, its not the fault of Facebook but a user like me who is using it. Facebook is not compelling any of its user to use it for a certain time-period. So, a user like me should control myself while using it. If not that could happen, it might compromise one's working ability or productivity and thereby a great way of procrastination!

P.S.- I will love to see any of your comment or idea,if any, in the comment-section below.





Previous relevant blog-post:
1)Facing the biggest challenge..
2)Exams are like labor pain!

List of links used in this post:
1)Facebook Addiction: "Are you suffering from Facebook Addiction Disorder(FAD)?"- http://futurelab.net
2)Facebook official blog:"Six Year of Making Connections", by-Mark Zuckerberg.-http://blog.facebook.com                                
3)Twitter: http://twitter.com
4)Procrastination, from the Wikipedia. (the world's largest free online encyclopedia)                                          

Taking a very tough decision!

At last I have reached at a decision- I am not attending to my good friend Dr.Mohoshin's wedding ceremony,which will take place sometimes tonight. I know,this decision is & will be so much painful and very hard for me. He is one of my oldest friend,some more than 18 years! Yet I had no other choice! I've taken this decision after thinking thoroughly and for the greater good.

I am however feel sorry to my good friend Mohoshin for being unable to attend in his life's biggest event. However,all my good-wishes for him and his new wife will always be there.


Previous relevant posts:
1) Please God help me to take a good decision...
2) Facing the biggest challenge..

Please God help me to take a good decision...

                                                           Dr. Mohoshin Sarker

                                                                  Dr.md.faysol Alam

Sometimes time comes when making any single decision becomes so so hard. At this moment I am at that similar situation. Tomorrow is my good friend Md.Mohoshin Sarker's wedding ceremony. But still I'm undecided whether I could/should attend this program. As you already know,my life's biggest event will take place from 25th of February,2010. 21 days away from now,and every moment of these days are vital for the exam.

Dr.Mohoshin Sarker(Pappu) is my early school-friend. I know him from when I was in class 5 at Cantonment Public School & College, Rangpur (shortly CPSCR). We passed S.S.C. in 1997 & H.S.C. in 1999 from the same institution. I used to know him very well. Then we admitted in Dhaka National Medical College (DNMC) in N6 batch together & studied there. He is a very hard-working,and talented boy. Few days back his father died in a sudden heart attack! He is currently working as an orthopedic-surgeon and practicing his profession. At the same time he is enrolled in a orthopedic diploma course at the Mitford Hospital.

Now the fact is, taking any single decision,whether to or not to attend this ceremony becomes quite a big challenge for me. Marriage comes only once in a humans life. He is my early child-hood & also medical college friend. He invited me personally. On the other hand,till now,my life's biggest event(my medical final year exam) will take place very soon. Syllabus is so so vast! 

My another good friend and school life friend Dr.Faysol Alam (Auve) called me some half-an hour ago from now. He tried to convince me in every possible way to attend. He told me that I should attend, my exam is still several weeks away from now, it is a very good event to meet & network with old friends. And repeatedly asked me to join. He even told me that he will come at my home and  will pick me with him in his car and drop me back at my home again. I told Auve that I will  think for tonight,and inform him tomorrow morning.

At this moment, I am so confused what I should do! Please God help me to take any decision which is suitable for me.

Plane carrying Pak SA Games contingent makes emergency landing

A Dhaka-bound PIA flight carrying sports contingent of Pakistan for the South Asian Games returned to Karachi after developing technical fault on Tuesday(2th Feb) afternoon just when it was twenty minuets away from the Bangladesh capital.
According to information available with the passengers the plane was preparing to land in Dhaka when the announcement was made that due to technical fault the flight was being diverted back to Karachi where the plane made an emergency landing. 
Sources said that the flight was brought back to Karachi after it was felt that the hydraulic system of the landing gear was not working. It was felt that it was proper to bring the flight back to Karachi where repairs, if needed, could be arranged in better manner than at Dhaka.
A passenger who was inside the aircraft when contacted on mobile phone informed that emergency brakes were applied to stop the plane which was later towed to the main terminal building. The passengers were advised to disembark and shift to another plane which was ready to fly.
Pakistan boxing, table tennis, swimming and a martial arts team were among the passengers. They were proceeding to appear in the SAF games now underway at Dhaka. 
Another batch of Pakistan sportsmen bound for Dhaka, who were to take a Biman flight were kept waiting at the airport because the Biman airlines flight from Dhaka arrived five to six hours late. The flight which was to arrive here at 9 in the morning, landed around one in the afternoon. 
The second batch of sportspersons later left for Dhaka.
A strong 350 string Pakistani sports contingent for Dhaka left in six batches.